I’m over it ALREADY!!!!
Dec 3, 2019
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good morning everybody welcome to
vlogmas a day 3 I hope everybody's
having a wonderful start to your guys's
Tuesday I'm having a slow start but hey
it's a start you know what I'll make it
one point anyways
excuse my kids they're watching some
YouTube video that there's these kids
playing and they're like doing
hide-and-go-seek type stuff and so the
kids scream and Omar screams back
thinking they're gonna hear oh my gosh I
don't know who's been doing this all
morning I'm like who are you yelling at
he's like no one my scream okay whatever
anyways I had a really good day
yesterday I just had a really slow kind
of a slow day of course cuz I've been
sick I'm still sick
but I'm feeling much better I'm on the
mins I'm feeling like I'm getting better
I mean my voice is still yeah but at
least my throat's not like feeling like
razor blades like it was um so that's a
plus on my part um I just I've got like
O's so if I've got to get done I don't
have time to wait until I feel better I
mean life has to go on so that's what's
gonna happen I'm trying to stay out of
the public as much as possible though or
coming into contact with other people I
don't want to get everybody else sick
that's just not cool so I am doing as
much as I can from the car but I just
like to get the kids out because it's
just something that they need to I mean
we all gotta have fresh air I've been
turning the heat on by opening up the
windows a little bit just to get some
fresh air in the house to let the
journeys go out so I'm hoping that will
help too because I really don't want my
kids getting this Holly
they're the ones that shared it with me
but you know no way my family they won't
take it right back from me and we'll
just keep going back and forth so yeah
no I don't have the time for that I've
had a lot of people ask me since I've
been sick about essential oils yes I do
have my
I've got so many oils and I've got two
burners right now I've got one that's in
the bathroom and one that's in the
kitchen which does the whole living room
the one here in the bathroom it works
for everything
from back here it's all of our rooms and
right now I'm using the I can't I can
never say eucalyptus eucalyptus and
lemongrass are the two that I've been
using a lot and mixing them together cuz
kind of seems to open up my passages a
little bit more
I did take Knight quill the first night
but I haven't been taking it because I
just don't feel like it works as well as
like ginger and honey and all he's been
making that for me so thank goodness has
been really helping just like at
nighttime before I go to bed I drink
some I let it you know I sit and I
breathe it in and oh there she Kiba ooh
what is going on with your hair come
here let me put up this little boy's
getting ready for a haircut here soon
come on back up over here anyways so I
just I've been trying to take it easy
because I just want to get better I
don't have time to be sick I really
don't I you know the kids don't have
time for me to be sick I don't have time
for me to be sick so we need to just
like press forward and get this sickness
out of our house yesterday when we came
home I did I cleaned the house I did the
laundry because I'm trying to keep
everything just sanitized and cleaned
and spraying Lysol on stuff like I said
keeping windows a little bit open just
because I need to get that fresh air in
here because I think that that will be
one of the best ways to get you know
germs out and not incubate him here in
the house so I did come home and clean
up some yesterday but it's like I could
only do so much and it takes everything
out of me because my breathing has just
been so hard my lungs feel like they've
been closing in so I mean on my inhaler
a lot the last couple of days more than
I have
a long time and it does help though so
thank God I have the inhaler if it
doesn't if the sickness doesn't get any
better by tomorrow then I'll probably
just have to go into urgent care concern
won't be enough time for me to call make
an appointment and be seen and see if
there's something else like maybe I have
a sinus infection or something going on
as well anyways I'm in a close really
quick coming to get these kiddos in the
car and then that way we can go and do
something and then I'll come back and
see what trouble I can get myself into
Oh last night I did do my nails I was
actually very proud of myself because I
sculpted these myself this is the first
time I have sculpted my nails in a long
time and I mean I'm the type of person
that can rip up a set off and reap it on
her set because I just enjoy sitting
there and doing it so that's what I did
last night was well I took off my nails
day before yesterday and then I was
sitting there last night I was like I'm
just so bored I just need to do
something so I decided I go you know
what I'm just gonna do this so I did and
it was nice so anyways okay I'm gonna
close for a little bit I'll be back in a
little while okay you guys I am back we
just came back from going to Wendy's and
getting the kids there Frosty's it was
so funny all Marcuse down with her baby
so she'll go in there and get her water
anyways hum it was funny I pull up and
she's like I already know what you want
I like this is sad but I mean the kids
like them and they're free why not you
know so that's like our little thing
that I do with them just a little treat
calm my lips are so chapped I think it's
from being so sick I clearly have not
been getting enough water in my body
I know I haven't been cuz I just don't
feel like drinking nothing because my
throat hurts so bad that it's like even
the thought of just drinking anything is
like no nevermind and this is like
really warm then I can deal with it but
any like cold water or anything like
that it just feels like razor blades
going down anyways so yeah so we just
got back from there and then I was
trying to think of what I want to do for
dinner tonight we haven't thought of
anything for dinner I really wish we had
this stuff to make like chili but see
Ali's not much of a chili eater I mean
he'll eat chili but he's not like let's
just sit down and eat a bowl of chili
type of a person he has to have it like
over a hotdog like chili dogs or another
way that he likes to do his chili is
with you hold your cup thank you yep
anyways he's not much of I me he'll put
it like over a hot dog for the chili
dogs or another thing that he's just
started doing which was like so random
he put chili over his hamburger so you
had like a hamburger chili burger I
don't know I was like whatever floats
your boat my love whatever floats your
boat
so anyways it was really kind of wanting
to make some chili but I don't think we
have everything for it and I really do
not want to go to the store I really
don't I don't feel like it
it's still really hard for me to walk
and be able to like breathe so I don't
know I mean once my it comes home I
could go so I can have like em to go
with me but then like I said all he's
really not much of a chili eater so he
probably wouldn't have nothing to do
with it so I don't know what I'm gonna
make for dinner and he's not a casserole
eater either which is really like so
frustrating to be honest has such a hard
time cooking dinners for him because
he's so picky is one of the most
pickiest people I think I have ever met
it when it comes to like cooking it's
like oh my gosh like he is a great cook
himself but he want he's like very
particular like he has certain meals
that he likes and that's it like you try
and put a casserole in there nope he
wanted to do that I really
another thing that sounds really good as
goulash that's a really another good one
but again he I mean he'll eat it he'll
eat goulash he doesn't have a problem
with it but I made my goulash like how I
was taught with my family which is just
hamburger meat and then you use shell
noodles and you put like mushrooms
olives corn well I wouldn't put corn
because Ali's despises corn you can add
corn to it spaghetti sauce mix it all
together put it in the oven cook it and
then pull it out like the last 15
minutes put cheddar cheese on top put it
back in and that's a that's goulash but
I've seen goulash made quite a few
different ways actually I didn't know
that you can actually make goulash in
different ways to me it just is
basically like spaghetti in a casserole
it's kind of how I think of it but
that's how we have it oh and you add
onion to it
oh good I'm just trying to figure out
what I want to make I gotta go in the
back freezer and see it's already 1:20
so I've got to figure something out but
tonight is always later night so because
it's his Friday so Fridays he works
later so I don't know I couldn't make
burgers and there's so many things I can
make but I just don't feel like cooking
anything I know it's bad of me but I'm
just like don't feel like cooking I
don't have much of an appetite like I
said I haven't really which is so weird
because I got on the scale today and
it's saying that I'm like gained I'm
like how did I gain I'm not eating you
know and all he's like I wonder if our
skills like off he said maybe even so I
mean we've had it for quite a while and
I mean this thing has been dropped it's
been
stepped on obviously it's been kicked
it's been everything so I don't know if
maybe just the scale itself is not
accurate because like I mean honestly I
have barely eaten anything in the last
since Friday and what I have eaten has
just been real soft stuff like soup and
things like that other than that I
haven't been eating and saying I went up
in my weight so I don't know I'm not
even wanting to share what my weight
said on the scale because they don't
believe that it's right so I think
that's gonna be something we're gonna
have to purchase as a new scale because
you know of course I need an accurate
scale and and as you know it's really
weird too is that my doctors offices
none of them have a scale that goes up
past 400 which I mean I understand that
I mean you shouldn't be 400 plus but in
this day and age there are a lot of
plus-sized people and it's like at a
doctor's office you would think that
they would have one that goes higher
than that if you can get them from
Amazon you should be able to have them
in the doctor's office that's just my I
mean that's that's my opinion so like
when I go to the doctor's you know I've
had to tell them for the last few years
like oh sorry I mean I don't fit on your
scale because you guys don't go past 400
so I mean hopefully and soon soon I
won't have to worry about that but still
be under 400 but I'm just saying like
for people that are gonna be over 400
it's embarrassing when you go to get on
your doctor scale and it's like get off
hey you're too big
so anyways but yeah I'm probably gonna
have to invest in a new scale and
they've got him on Amazon pretty I mean
pretty fair prices that's where I got my
loss this one I am now and it's been
really good to me I think I paid
I wanna say it was like $40 maybe maybe
50 it wasn't really that expensive not
as expensive as I thought and there are
other skills out there that are a lot
more expensive that hook to your phone
and do all that I don't need any fancy
thing like that the reason I get the
ones that talk is because I want to know
what my weight says and the thing is is
a lot of times if you get a digital
scale and it doesn't read off what your
weight is by the time you go to look
down your weight will go up or it will
fluctuate because you're moving your
body and so I don't want that tepi my
case I'd rather get an accurate weight
so I like to hear it being said and plus
it's accountability because Ali's gonna
hear my children are gonna hear it
rather than just keeping it a secret so
I do like the ones that speak out but I
don't need one that's like hook to your
phone and know your water or water index
and all of that
so anyways probably do that and then
also because we didn't do anything for
like really for our anniversary
elf since we didn't do anything for our
anniversary really really Ollie had
gotten me a gift card to go got a gift
card sorry got me a gift card to torrid
to get some stuff from taured so toward
had their 50% off dil going on because
of Black Friday so I got on there and I
got a couple shirts and then my sweet
sister she's my best friend but I
consider her a sister she surprised me
with some money too and told me to go
and get some stuff from taured
so I felt lucky and special that between
her and Olly I was able to get a couple
as
and then some shirt so I'll show you
guys when I get them I don't know how
long it takes I think it takes a little
while for it to come but I think it said
it should be here by December 11th and I
hope I hope that it is because it's cold
and I really need a couple sweaters I
have like two warm sweaters otherwise I
have like these kind but they're not
really warm they're there to like
t-shirt material so they're nice but
they're not like something that's gonna
keep me warm and clearly I'm sick and I
need to be staying warm when I go out so
uh s-sir oh you're spilling that sweetie
yep can you get the towel please and
clean that up you've got to pay
attention to what you're doing honey
anyways so I'm really excited to get
that and show you guys what I got other
than that that's pretty much it I just
taken it easy I mean like I said I'm
just trying to get over this crap
because I don't have time I do not have
time for this my kids want to play my
kids want to go and have fun and I want
to go have fun with them I'm really
gonna push for soon as I and that's
another reason why I want to get my
sweaters because I got the kids jacket I
got the kids jackets and sweaters our
sweats and stuff and my goal is as soon
as I'm starting to feel better I want to
start walking in the afternoon or like
mid morning what it's not pouring rain I
mean if it's cold that's fine and cold
doesn't get you sick but I just don't
want to be out in the cold because it
really hurts my lungs but I really want
to start walking and get the kids out
walking and you know I may only start
out being able to walk 10 minutes but 10
minutes is more than I walk the day
before and vice versa you know I mean
it's just like that's got to be
there's always got to be a beginning you
know you always got to start somewhere
and that's what I keep telling myself so
I'm really hoping that soon I will get
over this crap so I could start going
out with the kids I'm walking my
neighborhood is very safe there is no
reason that we can't start walking and I
know my kids will really like it anyways
but being able to take the kids out to
go walking I think they would really
enjoy that just say have that time down
so mmm anyways and before it gets really
nasty and like icy and stuff cuz once it
becomes icy and snowy I will you will
not see my big old butt out there
because if I fall we have a problem
clean up aisle aisle driveway so anyways
alright you guys I'm gonna close today
again I'm so sorry that these have been
so blah I really really really really
really really want this to get over with
someone we can actually go out and do
some stuff I do need to do family
pictures that's another thing that I
need to do is our winter family pictures
because the last pictures that we have
are from those ones and yeah we need to
get new pictures and I have a place that
I like to go outside pictures and so I
want to take the kids up and all you
nice and go get some pictures done so
there will be another thing that we are
going to be doing when my eggo starts
his holiday break because it will all be
well I mean we won't all be home but on
all these days off we'll all be home so
we can go and do that but anyways how
are you guys I hope you're having a
wonderful plus Tuesday and I'll see you
guys again real soon bye